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January 9, 2006
What It Comes Down To
What it comes down to for me:
think lips are shaking
feel lips shaking
always think eyes are red
get scared of eye contact
muscles tense up
think others are can see all or some of the above
think I'm not worthy
think others are thinking bad things about me
try to get out of the situation
talk to myself afterwards
think about everything that happened afterwards
call myself dumb and that I hate myself afterwards
Posted by successfullyshy at January 9, 2006 10:52 PM